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I've been the first to point fingers, to bring up someone else's fault to light, and to argue for changes. I was hoping and convinced this was how I would make our faith better and do a service to our Lord. This was my way of justice.
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Then, I came to realize that I was pointing fingers to myself exposing my own faults. I saw myself on the very person who I was pointing fingers at.
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Then, I saw our Lord still weeping in the Cross after all this time while I was claiming being on the true side. I saw it was I keeping Him up there.
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Then, I realized that the silent suffering of Him in the Cross for someone else's sins was and is His way of doing justice.
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